TELLING YOUR STORY--Creative Autobiography
  • Home
                                                                                 Sara Deutsch, M.S., Ph.D.abd                                                                            saramuse7@yahoo.com
253-441-1262
  http://www.artwanted.com/Saraphael
 http://www.wisewomanuniversity.org/deutsch/  


FREE TELESEMINAR:  November 9, 2011, 8 p.m. Eastern Time
Creative Autobiography: Telling Your Story   
http://www.herbalmedicinehealing.com/store/item_view.asp?estore_itemid=1000596




 “...With a little imagination each person can find within herself a replacement for the  myths and stories lost when we ceased living in tribes.  A person is a complex being  made up of a million individual smells, tastes, memories and hopes.  Listen for a few  minutes to the voices that run through your mind.  Every psyche is a private theater  filled with scenes and characters.  Listen and you will hear your father, mother,  brothers, sisters, children, lovers, friends, enemies, teachers and heroes acting out  their drama on your stage.  Hearing the multiple voices within yourself will remind you  that you belong to a special clan.  Your people still inhabit you.  They will help you to  celebrate your myths, sing your songs, and tell your legends...”

From: YOUR MYTHIC JOURNEY—Finding meaning in Your Life Through Writing and  Storytelling, by Sam Keen and Anne Valley-Fox.

Picture
                                     COURSE DESCRIPTION AND OUTLINE
Come on a guided journey into your past to recover the buried treasures of your memories.  Reconnecting with the tastes, sounds, feelings, images, and wisdom of your life will transform your awareness of Who you are and bring new resources into your present. Five minute, whole-brain techniques---free-flow writing, mind mapping, drawings, imagery  and collage,  will dissolve memory and writing blocks so you can freely and easily tell your story as vignettes, short stories, myths, poems, fables, or  even as chapters in your novel.

I Preparing Your Creative Sanctuary.

Sending Your Critic on Vacation.

Five Minute Magic.

Dealing with Resistence.

Priming the Memory Bank, “Tell me from your childhood”

Drawing on Memory: nonpreferred hand drawings.

Floor plans/neighborhood plans, etc.                                                                       

II Basic Tools
Materials: Clamp  binders, colored pens, dividers.
Mind Mapping: 5 minute portraits, or transitional objects (shoes”, dolls, bicycle etc.)  based on smells, sounds, images, feelings, etc.
Freeflow Writing-pure or focused five minute writings

III  Chapters of Your Life                                                                                                                                                                                     Organization, Mapping Chapters, freeflow  writing from clusters.  Permission to follow the energy signature and skip around. Vignettes.

IV  Life Overview                                                                                                                                                                                                                                 Life themes, life myths, time capsules,
Heroic Myths, life  fairy tales and fables.

V  Editing                                                                                                                                                           An organic process.  Integrating photographs and images, life portraits, self publishing.

VI  Miscellaneous                                                                                                                                                                                                                Symbols, trigger concepts, dialogue, metaphor, including thoughts and feelings,  integrating past  and future,  writing from photographs or art, topics from Inspirations in handout, poetry, creative stimulation.


Picture
MIND MAP
Picture
                                            Five Minute Writing From “MOTHER” Mind Map                                                                               My mother made Hungarian Cabbage Rolls, liver and onions, tuna timbale with  pimento sauce and roasted chicken.  At night to celebrate when we watched Alfred  Hitchcock scary movies, we shared  popcorn.  If my mother were an animal, she  would be a timid deer or a sparrow.  She was one of the youngest  in a family of 12  and her brothers abused her.  When she was angry, she would press her lips together  and refuse to talk for days.  Finally, my little sister and I would break though her  silence by  tickling  her and making her laugh. She read me The Pokey Little Puppy   (he always came home too late for dessert), poems, Vachel Lindsay’s Congo (“Then I  saw the Congo,  creeping through the black, cutting through the Forrest with a golden  track”) and Percy Bysshe Shelley’s Clouds ( “I am the daughter of earth and water  and nursling of the sky.  I sift through the shore of the ocean and shore. I change but I  cannot die”)  We listened to Debussy’s Afternoon of a Fawn and made miniature floats  out of clay and flower petals after watching the Rose Parade.  She liked to listen to me  play Bach Suites on my cello, but didn’t like it when I improvised.  Mother’s  colors  were earth tones and beige. She became a martyr after my father died. “I have to  be a mother and a father and cook and clean and go back to teaching, and you girls  don’t appreciate anything I do.”  She took pottery classes and made pokka dotted  vases with strikingly phallic protuberances.  She took photography classes and  made  us pose on every trip until I would hide.  In a wood workshop, Mother created a huge,  heavy cello case for me--a monumental feat! A  poignant  and moving expression of her love for me, only it was too  unwieldy to ever use....

                                                       MY LOVE BOMBAY
                                               (Student's Quick Writing from Sensory Mind Map)
I enter the city with its sweet stench of defecation, incense, flowers, and burning cow dung.  On the side of the streets and all around, bony brown people sell a heavenly tea that lifts the smell of cardamon rising through the thick air.  Myriad purples, yellows, and deep oranges make up the endless array of color  in the markets that sell fruit, beans, henna, sandals with soles made from the rubber that has been peeled off tires.  Omnipresent tobacco venders sell a concoction of tobacco, mixed with the delicious smell of spices and a milky white liquid wrapped in banana leaves.  Chaos reigns.  Voices everywhere shouting, murmuring, drowning in the titillating chiming of the bicycle bells and taxis, rickshaws  selfishly beeping and speeding, big cargo trucks rumbling.  The sky spins with melancholy kaleidoscoping pigeons.

A huge hawk swoops carving thee hot air with its cutting wings, grazing the highest villa suites with the abundant bougainvillea climbing and spilling over the garden walls…Annoying enraging  never-ending crowds and lines and the smells of plaid shirts and saris sticking to pungent damp skin, fill the train stations, the national bus ports…Sensational billboards with melodramatic beauties loom over the city enticing the destitute, the diseased, the middle class.  Haggard dogs slink and pilfer, forage and scrounge, slipping  into alley ways returning to places without owners.  Evenings mark the shuffling to the temples, the burning of incense, acknowledgment to the abundance gods.

SALNA MONTI, College of Marin, 2/95                                                     

Picture

                                   Samples of  Student  Evaluations  of  Sara’s Classes 
                  


“This class means so much to me.  It has given me  tools invaluable to my personal growth and to the facilitation of major life changes occurring with me.  It  gives me a  safe forum to interact with others from a  private inner  level and helps me in  that way to develop trust.  I have in casual conversation with other  students  gained the perspective that this  class carries these positive qualities  out into the community as well.   I  feel  that the loss of this class would be not only a personal loss to me,  but to the  college and to the entire community and beyond. “ 

“I LOVED YOUR CLASS!  You made me not afraid to express my feelings in writing and drawing.  In a way, you’ve set me free.  I didn’t know what a captive I  was until you  gave me a key to fly away from my overcritical self.  It  feels great to be out of jail! Love,”

“This is the most  stimulating, affirming and warm class I’ve ever attended (and I’ve attended hundreds of classes.)  Thank you. Thank you.   You  are beautiful,  spontaneous,  sincere and full of love.  Thank you again.  The  class was just perfect.”

“Ms. Sara Deutsch you have captured the complete, undivided attention of your class from the moment of beginning to end of hours.  To do  so must entail not only, I believe, a great deal of prior preparation plus a dedicated form of  desiring to  hold the group’s attention.  You do it admirably and so in consequence I have come away feeling rewarded, more  knowledgeable and desire to learn further from future classes.”

“I think  mind-mapping  training should be required in  school  systems at  every age  and in businesses. Sara has found  all kinds of magical tools to change our locked-in  sense of limited possibilities to a  soaring winged picture of  multiple good outcomes,  unexpected solutions and world opening choices.  Mind-mapping seems essential to a world where a  talent for diversity and  tolerance for  ambiguity are increasingly necessary. Bravo” 

“The  class has provided more  FUN than any I’ve taken!  It has been useful in restoring  confidence in my ability to remember  (and  minimizing fear of Alzheimer’s)...I’m still recalling  scenes and emotions from my childhood.” 

“All I  can say is thank you,  thank you, thank you.  I’ve  been a  rather fearful person and have not found it easy to try new things.  You have allowed me to  find a  bit of courage to take small steps into new places.  You have made real  what I  have read about so much, intuition,  etc.  I admire the way you trust yourself and the present moment.   Gassho--a word in Zen  which means Buddha turning to  Buddha. This is for you.” 

“What was wonderful was the sense of abundance.  Lots of games, lots of tricks,  lots of consolations, magic words and keys  to unlock puzzles.   I  write for a  living and coming to this class  gave me  back a feeling of the playfulness, the easiness  that is  available---that worlds of  actual fun and nearly instant -- 5 minute--anyway  gratification.  So I  don’t have to  wait 5 months until maybe finishing  a  screenplay to write  something I  feel  good about.    The  5 minute concept  is  a  gift from you for the rest of my life.  Thank you.”


“For 40 years I’ve harbored ill feelings of guilt, feelings of inferiority, of being a  second class citizen. I’ve felt that  what happened to me during WWII, interned in a  concentration camp and tormented by propaganda etc.  left me feeling very stifled.  In this class I’ve found feeling and emotions surfacing which I had never felt possible.  Actually, now I  feel after this class as if a great weight,  a tremendous burden had been lifted from me.”

“My life was a bowl of soup. All  the goodies had sunk to the bottom. This class was the  spoon!”


“The free flow  writing of 5 minutes a day and the dream interpretation are the things that helped me tremendously.  The free-flow  seemed to unblock  the welled up  creativity and writing stored in me.  I  found that I could go beyond my own self-imposed limitations with writing.  It was like I could get out a lot of condensed ideas into clear understanding on paper more  effectively and creatively because the 5 minute free-flow  forces  me to do that.  I  could also apply it  to more  formal writings for essays in my other classes which was a tremendous help and tool.” 

“I think  mind-mapping  training should be required in  school  systems at  every age  and in businesses. Sara has found  all kinds of magical tools to change our locked-in  sense of limited possibilities to a  soaring winged picture of  multiple good outcomes,  unexpected solutions and world opening choices.  Mind-mapping seems essential to a world where a  talent for diversity and  tolerance for  ambiguity are increasingly necessary. Bravo”   (name illegible)


“When I signed up for the course  I thought I was going to  learn something about  how  the mind functioned physiologically that I could  apply to computers,  Artificial Intelligence,  but I  am not  disappointed.  I  learned about myself and how much I  really do like creative writing and I may soon start writing fantasy books for my wife and I.  I  feel much more  confident in myself and my writing thanks to this class. Thank you.”

“What was wonderful was the sense of abundance.  Lots of games, lots of tricks,  lots of consolations, magic words and keys  to unlock puzzles.   I  write for a  living and coming to this class  gave me  back a feeling of the playfulness, the easyness  that is  available---that worlds of  actual fun and nearly instant -- 5 minute--anyway  gratification.  So I  don’t have to  wait 5 months until maybe finishing  a  screenplay to write  something I  feel  good about.    The  5 minute concept  is  a  gift from you for the rest of my life.  Thank you.”  Pamela Thomas

“Thank you for the class! You certainly  are doing inroads on breaking down  the walls that separate each one of us.  When we see that everyone suffers it makes us feel less alone.  Your  creativity is wonderful and spontaneous--Your  presentation is fine--your  light shines. “

“Sara’s class was fun and different. ..  Learned great stuff  from in class dreamwork and aspire to reach Sara’s fabulous ability in working with dreams.   It’s fun and important for me to have a class that supports my creativity--like doing something new, different and creative daily.  Sara--you’re very good  at  giving positive feedback and encouraging people to expand and explore new  places.  Thanks.”

 

“This class  has been the healthiest thing I’ve done for myself lately.  I’ve learned:--to stare my critic in the eye and  begin to snuff him out;--to play and let it be OK, not  irresponsible; --to nurture my creative spirit in a  supportive environment.For this and much more, I thank you.  My creative life is changing form your inspiration.”

 

“Very Positive Uplifting Effect.  Freeflow writing is a very helpful technique for me and works great.  Doing something new  everyday has been  happening everyday!  Mapping, Drawing and Visualization are good tools for me in handling problems and depression.  I  feel  more creative and positive about my own life.”

“The class was advertised as a  writing class but it was really about people. It was about us. It was about knowing yourself well enough to express yourself.  It was about knowing others well enough to be able to communicate effectively  and with passion. It was about knowing and understanding. It was about writing in a  way to relate, to inspire and entertain. And it was about how we all have something very valuable to share.”


“Ms. Sara Deutsch you have captured the complete, undivided attention of your class form the moment of beginning to end of hours.  To do  so must entail not only, I believe, a great deal of prior preparation plus a dedicated form of  desiring to  hold the group’s attention.  You do it admirably and so in consequence I have come away feeling rewarded, more  knowledgeable and desire to learn further from future classes. “           


“..The  most  important  part of the class for me  was ..by moving toward my fears rather than typically running from them,  I learned that  my prevalent feelings of inadequacy were erroneous.  My writings weren't  condemned and although I didn’t  share in great quantities, that which I did share was an immensely profitable stepping stone for me.”  Tom Pasquale

 

“Sara--This has been a  truly magnificent class! ..You are very talented at modeling and exploring and categorizing and drawing out depths of experience from people..You listen and then key right in on ideas and games and methods of getting even further  into  healing and  knowing ourselves.  You work well with groups--You move a plan outward to fit with everyone and are very open to  spontaneous flow.”


Sara -

 Opening up to anyone is a totally

new experience for me. I've spent my whole life hiding

my feelings thinking I didn't have a right to speak

up. Your class helped me to understand I do have that

right and that there are a lot of different outlets to

use to let go of all that hurt I have built up inside

of me. You gave me tools I will use for the rest of my

life. I am a much better person for having attended

your Creative Journaling class. Thank you again for

all your kindness and instruction.


MEMORY ART, LIFE PORTRAITS and INTERACTIVE FANTASY PORTRAITS


What if your  favorite angel had your face?  What if  you could hold your own child self in your  arms?    What if you could see your infant, child, teen and mature self all together in a life portrait?


VISIONARY PORTRAITS  are  visual  affirmations  which  allow  you  to   see  your  essential beauty.   Personal photos  are layered   with  transparent images of your empowering symbols, flowers, animals, spiritual guides,  affirmations, poetry, quotes, and art. You  may  become  a  warrior, tree spirit, angel, elf...or ?  You may ride a tiger, winged wolf or Pegasus.

MEMORY ART & LIFE PORTRAITS
  The scanner is  used as a time machine to integrate  photo images  of  child,  adolescent and mature versions of yourself, helping  you  repattern  your  feelings, approach to the present and   appreciate your  unique essence.

Directions
:  After a telephone consultation, send  photographs, art or ideas you want integrated into the portrait, by  email or snail mail. I will scan them into my computer and return them to you.   You can participate in the creation of the portrait as actively as you wish.   I will help you clarify your ideas,  choose  from a  library of  collage images and create the final portrait. Prices range from $150-500 depending on the complexity, size and printing of the portrait.  The final artwork can be printed on quality paper, canvas, fabric or even tile.  You will also receive a CD of the artwork so you can print as many copies as you wish.
Picture
Picture
Picture


Artistic Retouching of Old Photographs

Picture

Picture
Create a free website with Weebly